neroscarlet
… Because sometimes people do feel that way. Sometimes your life feels like it’s caving in on you. Sometimes people really do feel like they don’t want to exist, like they want to just curl up in a ball, and go into that place between life and death. Saying “I don’t want to exist” isn’t saying “I want to go die”. It’s saying:”I wish that, for the time being, I could go somewhere and not have to feel”. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with that. And if you don’t know how it feels to feel this way, then you have no place to judge anyone who does.
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shinkamilyn:

✿ "Faceless boy in the skyThe Milk Way is now your smile”
Inspired by the second half of the song "Undiscovered Colors", and the light novel "Night On The Milky Way Train"*which is my favorite for-when-you-want-to-cry novel for many reasons OTL*  1 hour speedpaint because I don’t have much time but really wanted to take a quick break and draw something simple and Shun-related ;u; I hope I’ll manage to show you less messy and better looking SSY fanarts soon sob ಥ_ಥ
And by the way… This is also drawn because yesterday I finished writing down the script for a SatoruxShun doujinshi that I decided to name “Ginga No Egao” [Milky Way Smile]. The storyboard thumbnails are half done too but I know that I won’t really start working on it until I miraculously find some time and patience *after all the way I look at it, it’ll end up with around 40-50 pages…( 。・_・。) Not to mention that I put on hold the animation I was working on too sob… Time time time*
To be honest if you see my art-related to-do-list and project ideas you’d want to slap some sense into me, because no matter what, I’m not in an art college and I don’t plan to pursue an art-related carrier and should study Chemistry and Math and Physiochemistry instead since University doesn’t let you slack off but deep inside I really wish I could just freaking cut myself in half and tell the other me “Go become an artist and draw non-stop without feeling guilty!!”
I feel like crying.
BAH let’s go to sleep (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻
Still, I feel like I should really say this: I’m sorry if some of my drawings seem “half-assed” (ノД`). It’s because of the guilt I feel when drawing which makes me lose all motivation and has me end the drawing-process in a sloppy and lazy way. I’m sorry (>︵<)

shinkamilyn:

"Faceless boy in the sky
The Milk Way is now your smile”

Inspired by the second half of the song "Undiscovered Colors", and the light novel "Night On The Milky Way Train"*which is my favorite for-when-you-want-to-cry novel for many reasons OTL* 

1 hour speedpaint because I don’t have much time but really wanted to take a quick break and draw something simple and Shun-related ;u; I hope I’ll manage to show you less messy and better looking SSY fanarts soon sob ಥ_ಥ

And by the way… This is also drawn because yesterday I finished writing down the script for a SatoruxShun doujinshi that I decided to name “Ginga No Egao” [Milky Way Smile]. The storyboard thumbnails are half done too but I know that I won’t really start working on it until I miraculously find some time and patience *after all the way I look at it, it’ll end up with around 40-50 pages…( 。・_・。) Not to mention that I put on hold the animation I was working on too sob… Time time time*

To be honest if you see my art-related to-do-list and project ideas you’d want to slap some sense into me, because no matter what, I’m not in an art college and I don’t plan to pursue an art-related carrier and should study Chemistry and Math and Physiochemistry instead since University doesn’t let you slack off but deep inside I really wish I could just freaking cut myself in half and tell the other me “Go become an artist and draw non-stop without feeling guilty!!”

I feel like crying.

BAH let’s go to sleep (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻

Still, I feel like I should really say this: I’m sorry if some of my drawings seem “half-assed” (ノД`). It’s because of the guilt I feel when drawing which makes me lose all motivation and has me end the drawing-process in a sloppy and lazy way. I’m sorry (>︵<)